some wishful thinking...........

It's been a while i havent write here. And it's been almost 3 months working in Miri..
My comment so far..careerwise, well i think finally i'm going somewhere. Personal life wise..deep down inside i still feel empty. I just dont know how to explain despite the busy & more happening surrounding here. Just gotta keep telling myself, i bare to be here for the work & experience then when it comes hols time, just "flee" elsewhere but not here.

How i wish that Maroon 5 band hometown is in Miri so that during weekend right after a tiring working week, i can just go & relax to any bar & watch them perform. Their songs sounds just nice to hear for happy hour after work.

Or..i wish, either my salary increases or the air flight ticket is way very cheap so i can easily go balik kampung during the weekend.

Or i wish i can just go travel to Europe with a guy whom i can like..err..or i like..to see all the beautiful places.

Or i wish my current erobic instructor can use a bit of fun current music n more fun steps to teach and the class fee is reduced please..hehe..

Or i never thought i would say this...i miss having being accompanied by a guy dat i feel ok with...hmm..uh? but realistically, have to sacrifice personal stuff for the career..sad..sad...