Let's talk about my personal life...

Geez...seriously??? would i write about my personal stuff here??....no way man!..haha...hey, today is just another boring day here alone in this empty office..literally..no curtain, less papers, etc...


But yeah, I don't really know how to express my feelings publicy in any well written form. Just admire those who really know how...sometimes telling personal stuff over public social network like facebook..friendster??...twitter..even blogs. Sometimes i wish i could write off something but just can't find the right words. I just feel it...be it happy or sad. And yes..it is well written on my face most of the times..but my face is normally emotionless or fierce even in normal mode anyway..hahah!..don't care...

Gosh...i can't stand it staying here. I like to work out, going somewhere so much unless if i am too tired. Badminton? am looking desperately for a group of playmates who likes to play most days of the week (and getting free court of course!)...Aerobic?..if it's given free admission, yeah i would be a regular!...but this...in this small town??...everything seems sloooowwww...and cars exercise more than people do...and everyone is immobile...too pressure to do anything..man..i'm too pressure doing nothing here!...just hope for a miracle that i can go back home earlier, getting something better back at hometown..something more interesting, something more enjoyable to do.

Taking Brunei

Today is the 2nd day here in Brunei. The first was so tiring to set up d ofis, I couldn't even manage to write anything,even too tired to think!...

The weather is very hot during the day. Then at 4pm, the piercing sky starting to darken, preparing the heavy rain to take place. Tutong is a very small town with less cars trafficking the road..For the next weekend, i'm gonna be all alone. It's very boring here.

For the next 2 weeks, i'm gonna miss my cozy bed back at home..my comfy pillows...my little viva..but most of all, i'm gonna miss earobic! badminton!..and sometimes jogging back at Bintulu. Geez..scared dis 2 weeks will build me some around my belly. Then after that, balik kampong! The best cure for my homesick!..

Really miss muh honey too...haiyah...can receive his sms from here but cannot reply back. kacih mai meda laki ku ia...sedih hatiku msa baca sms nya. Kdk little puppy tercari cari tuannya jak....tanya2 line ctok bagus ka sik..sob..sob..sob..If can reply through roaming phone line pun expensive..dah la he's tired at nite after a long hard day at work, can barely get online.

And i miss my hometown too. Hopefully after coming back from here, there's some change i can make. Some better changes hopefully. I hope...and hoping..and hoping again..Dear Lord, please make the way for me, be it blessed and protected, make everything possible to achieve for the better and take really good care of those i dearly love..Amen.